I want to share an experience that I feel today.
An hour ago I was on a medical store, it was situated in a hospital. Name is Nishat hospital.
When I bought my medicine and turn back, I saw a matured person that was so dirty and have a very bad smells.
He was exactly I am.
I am !! ??
Yes, I am very dirty.....
But, I am talking about someone else...
He was very dirty with bad smells.
Suddenly, a thought came into my mind, "Ok, you are sad, depressed that's why you are dirty, but nobody will help you if you are dirty. In this world there are so many people who looks at you, few wants to help you, but your dirty smell can stop them to help you. You are losing their good blessings. Your dirty looks can stop them to looking back to you. So, your first aim is to be clean and have a good smell. That is Life."
That is my view for A.D.H. (A Depressed Heart.)
Now, see what I think about my Depression.
I always think about me: Ohh god, help me, I want to die. I don't want happiness. I have only one demand - DEATH.
Death of Mine.
I am dead only want to cremated, but don't know how it is possible. Sometimes I think to buy petroleum and burn myself.
Did you see my double standards !!
I wish other for life but picked up death for me !!
I am suggesting others how to live but giving ideas myself how to die !!
Is something wrong with me !!
I know it is impossible for me to live a good life but after looking at my this kind of double standard, I think suicide is not the right choice.
It ends all pains, but it is not the feeling of feel-better. I want to give a chance to life.
My mind says give a chance but my heart says, you are going to tourcher yourself again !!
My heart beats are being high.
I am suggesting to my heart,
O Heart ! You are Depressed. You need more power.
My mind will give the right thing to you.
Don't bow your head against injustice.
Be strong enough and support all humanities.
You will not be tourchered again.
Be fearless and have faith in Brain.
It is an epic war of Brain and Heart.
Now, I have to give myself power..
Power of Positivity.
Power of Life.
Power to breath.
I will not be tourchered again.
Ohh god, bless me.
Now, I will suggest myself as I suggested to another person to be clean.
A human being's first priority is to make himself clean. It dosn't matter, you are Depressed or not.
So, be clean with Depressed Heart.
An hour ago I was on a medical store, it was situated in a hospital. Name is Nishat hospital.
When I bought my medicine and turn back, I saw a matured person that was so dirty and have a very bad smells.
He was exactly I am.
I am !! ??
Yes, I am very dirty.....
But, I am talking about someone else...
He was very dirty with bad smells.
Suddenly, a thought came into my mind, "Ok, you are sad, depressed that's why you are dirty, but nobody will help you if you are dirty. In this world there are so many people who looks at you, few wants to help you, but your dirty smell can stop them to help you. You are losing their good blessings. Your dirty looks can stop them to looking back to you. So, your first aim is to be clean and have a good smell. That is Life."
That is my view for A.D.H. (A Depressed Heart.)
Now, see what I think about my Depression.
I always think about me: Ohh god, help me, I want to die. I don't want happiness. I have only one demand - DEATH.
Death of Mine.
I am dead only want to cremated, but don't know how it is possible. Sometimes I think to buy petroleum and burn myself.
Did you see my double standards !!
I wish other for life but picked up death for me !!
I am suggesting others how to live but giving ideas myself how to die !!
Is something wrong with me !!
I know it is impossible for me to live a good life but after looking at my this kind of double standard, I think suicide is not the right choice.
It ends all pains, but it is not the feeling of feel-better. I want to give a chance to life.
My mind says give a chance but my heart says, you are going to tourcher yourself again !!
My heart beats are being high.
I am suggesting to my heart,
O Heart ! You are Depressed. You need more power.
My mind will give the right thing to you.
Don't bow your head against injustice.
Be strong enough and support all humanities.
You will not be tourchered again.
Be fearless and have faith in Brain.
It is an epic war of Brain and Heart.
Now, I have to give myself power..
Power of Positivity.
Power of Life.
Power to breath.
I will not be tourchered again.
Ohh god, bless me.
Now, I will suggest myself as I suggested to another person to be clean.
A human being's first priority is to make himself clean. It dosn't matter, you are Depressed or not.
So, be clean with Depressed Heart.
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